I think Trask and I have a girl name nailed down, finally! If we have a little girl, her name is going to be Elliot. And if she hates it, she can go by Elle, Ella or Ellie or Milicent. Or hey you, girl with the boy name. Whatever she wants.
I've decided that no one in this child's generation will know anything about the movie ET either, so we don't have to worry about that. Ellllllioooooot.
We haven't come up with a middle name for Elliot yet. But we're close. And we're closer to coming up with boy names.
I am at 13 weeks now and am feeling a bit better, but still dragging, and not my normal self. The boys accompanied me to the doctor last Friday and we heard the heartbeat. A steady 160 beats per minute. There's nothing like hearing that heartbeat, I could listen to it all day long. So amazing.
My doctor is recommending I go see a counselor because with this pregnancy, my anxiety is just out of control. Besides the normal hormone fluctuations, mine were out of whack to begin with, so they are really messing with me. I am hoping a counselor can help me sort things out and learn to handle my anxiety a bit better. I am looking forward to being more of myself.
I hope everyone is doing great. I can't tell you all how ready I am for fall, my very favorite season. I am ready for pumpkins, pretty leaves, cold, crisp days, walks and sweaters. My favorites! And can't wait for the smell of my pumpkin spice candles and just being all cozy. I love the fall! Wish it lasted longer.